born to be great,stupid,legends,bollocks or nobody....

i wonder wat will i am born to be..huh~

sometimes i feel great..sometimes i feel stupid...sumtimes feeling so bollocks..
and sumtimes i feel like a nobody~
but i never feel like a legend...with things going rite now..
it never crossed my mind dat i'm gonna be great...or a legend..
6A and 3B in sijil pelajaran malaysia(spm)...
to study in ALAM n be deck officer....it's far from being great...smayang pn x cukup..
very scared of my future....juz wish dat i can go back to skul..
time is very important rite now..
but i juz keep wasting my time with bullshit n chickenshit~argh...
i really dun have a damn clue of wat should i do everyday when i wake up...
my hobby..huh..dun even hav a great hobby...da hobby which is nearest to greatness always involve money...
maybe it's probably true like da saying goes...money can buy u happiness...but i still dun want to believe it...deep down in my heart...i always make sure dat i keep believing money can't buy u happiness..but with da things going rite now..money really buy me happiness..
haha..sigh...what a world dat i'm living in....a lot of things need to be think about...shit~

keboringan mendorong aku untuk cuba try test blogging...hehe..

aku perlu inspirasi untuk menulis...dan buat maso skang ak dop tau ak ni berinspirasi ko dop...haha....ak dop tau nok tulis gapo as the beginning ntuk blog ak ni...hmmm....takpow lah...ak nok crito psal nasib malang ak hok brlaku ari nih di kota bharu bandar raya islam....maso tu aku alah kelik daripada derat2 di kb mall....ak pom lamo doh dop derat nge moto sekat2 buleh lesen keto..gano la ari ni buleh terdetik di hatiku ntuk bowok moto nok gi kb..huh...time tu kat traffic light di balai islam...ak ni tngah sedap la press moto lpas nmpak lmpu hijau bak kato ore klatey..so mulas..hehe..nyelit c2 nyelit cni...kaba2 ade la sebuoh keto myvi hitam ni keluar tiba2 dri bahu kiri jalan nok msuk jlan besar...ak try doh elok tapi nk buat mcm mano...nasi sudah mnjadi bubur...sudah jatuh ditimpa tangga..hehe...terpaut jugak stand kaki moto ak di bumper dpan keto tu...mujur la ak sempat cntrol moto ak n diri ak sndiri dari jatuh....ak trfikir nok lari ko dop..biaso la aku..time bndo2 g2 trjadi mst ak blur jah..hehe..slipar ak pom trcabut time tuh...gano la ak bleh trgerak nok berenti an gi amek slipar tuh...ak dop trpikir pom sapo hok ado dale keto tuh...ore debey ko dop debey ko...sore ko rama..ak gi jah jale amek slipar tuh..haha..senok sungguh...senario jalan raya di malaysia gak especially kelatey...brlaku lah aksiden lagu2 mano pom...klu dey mlibat kan moto nge keto gak..mst moto jugop yg dipersalahkan...ak sgt2 la dop berpuas ati ari nih...time ak dok wat kiro nge tuan empunya keto tuh dgn gu2 nya sbnyak 3 orang manakala ak plop sekor...sume ore sekeliling tuh pakat supo dok saloh kat ku jah meta ko ak naik moto..huh..taik kucing sungguh....padahal ak dop napok pom keto tu signal nok tubek...main tubek g2 jah...wat supo jale mok dio...tadop pasal2 ak hok keno gnti..dio mitok 300 tpi harap ak nok bui eh 300...lipat sungguh kakah tuan myvi tuh..ak mikir nok gocoh ak sore jah..dio rama..masuk kes polis mst ak jugop hok dipersalahkn sbb ak naik moto...pitih pom tadop sen habuk ak nok bui...mujo la ado saem2 ak hok memey setio..hehe...ak tepom ko sep dio pah tu sep dio pom mari la..dipendekkan cerita sbb ak mlas doh ni...hehe...saem ak tu pom dgn rela hatinyo bui lakat ku 150...ak pom byar la..tapi nok oyak bui tamak halobanya mnusi ni..bulih dio gi wat muko pengemis hok desperate mitop tamboh sket agy..ak pom mlas kecek bnok nge ore lapa mapuh gini wat tubek la pitih ak hok tinggal sket ni n tamboh rm 30..huh..licin pitih ak..haha...hok ak pling dop teheynyo..lpas jah setel blako doh n keto myvi tu gi doh..mari laa 2 3 ore nok main angin ak gi oyak kat ku keto tu dop bui signal pom tdi...sep dio oyak saloh keto tuh..dasar mnusio hipokrit n dop brani mnegakkan kbenaran.lpas setal blako bru nok oyak..tadi dop back up ugop ak..taik sumgoh...tpi ak sndiri pom dop brani ugop nok mnegakkan kbenaran bahawo ak dop brsaloh tdi..haha...betol la kata2 loque butterfingers dlam lagunya tentang2~(bila kawan ramai keliling kita..ckap besar tunjuk belang..tpi bila sorang2 pengecut pemalu mcm smua orang)..hehe...so..lesson of da day...smula2 klu diri ak di pihak yg benar..ak akn menegakkan kbenaran itu no matter what...InsyaAllah...n stu lagi..smula2 klu ak langgar keto ore..toksoh caro la slipar cabut ko gapo ko..lari jah...run like a wind bak kato ore putih..so stakat ni sajo lah ntuk prmulaan ni..fuhh